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I love/ hate waiting for something in the mail. You wait all day excited that when you get home your package will be there. But when you get home it's not there. I just want my package!

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I'm starting to hate myself for making the choice to get my elementary education degree. I want to be a librarian and I could have gotten my degree in ANYTHING for that, but of course I have to choose the path that everyone else told me would be the smartest move. I'm on my last year but at this point I'd almost rather start all over. This was my choice and my mistake... I just wish I was finished already.</i></i>

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I accidentally superglued my fingers together...

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vacation
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There's so much I need to be doing but I cannot force myself to get anything done. I just want to sleep, and read, and be quiet. Oh, and write. I want to go on vacation to somewhere really beautiful and just relax, But I can't, I have to get through this year somehow and finish what I started. sometimes I just want to be very old and retired so I don't have to worry about anything but not dying...and I don't even think I'd worry about that.  I also want it to be cold. I'm so sick of this heat and sometimes it makes me sick. I want to be able to wear jackets again, and scarves and gloves. But it's still 97 degrees and its almost October...It makes me want to cry. When will life slow down and I'll have time to be bored again?

Say goodbye
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The idea of letting go of that one person I love almost most of all is the most horrific, terrifying, gut clenching, wretched, depressing, and saddest thing I could ever imagine. It makes me want to cry when I think about it, when it shows up in my dreams. I really dont think I could survive, or at least function correctly, if I lost that person. To me, it's the worst way to exist.

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Would you go
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Would you leave? Would you grow tired of me? Would there be someone else? Would I be ok? Could we stay together? Could you love me? Could you handle me forever?

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Silly boys and their non stop video game playing
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Dear boys, I love you all, you know that don't you? You are all so funny and spazztic, I live it...but all you ever seem to he doing is playing video games. Now do not get me wrong, I myself am a video game lover. The Legend of Zelda rocks my world. Like is my hero of time and will be forever. And yes it is true, I don't quite posses the stamina which you do that enables you to play for years at a time, but I still enjoy the daily hour or two of button mashing exercises. But don't you think it's time to spend a little extra time with your dear friend Kayla? Yes, yes it's true, she is a girl. It's tragic, I know. How you ever became friends with that female I shall never understand. It is against the rules you know... The sign on the tree house says "no girls allowed"! But I do greatly appreciate your willingness to break the rules and allow me to enter into your domain freely. I understand how sacred the "man cave" is to your primitive species so I am sincerely honored. But seriously... You guys can be so boring! You sit there day after day, your eyes literally glued to the scree of whatever electronic gaming system you are possessed by at the moment, basically drooling in response to the imaginary stimulation it is producing in your thumbs. Can we pleeeaaase soooo something for once!!

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I don't know what to write about today. Everything and nothing. simple, yet not. Gone but here....I want to read so much this summer. There are so many books I want to read, I just don't have the time. This children's literature class has me reading ALOT and, even though I like the books, I just have a lot of literature I would like to read for myself. Of course, school comes first, as always. I want to read everything at some poij

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Last night he came over and we got back together. At least I think we did. It all depends on how he feels today. We'd have to take it slow this time, and it's going to be harder this time. It's going to be more real this time. But there is so much we both have to work on. There's so much that we're going to have to fix and tweek. This is all so quick, unexpected, and exciting. I don't know where I stand. I don't know what I should do. I'm happy though, I really am. I'm going to get alot of crap for this one though...I should have bought stronger armor.

I miss you
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I wish you were here, I need you.

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